Thinking about Suicide?

I'm having alot of Algebra Trouble and I've NEVER gotten a D on my report card and my dad says he doesn't care as long as I try my best I am trying my best, but I really want to do better There isn't any tutoring at my school for some dumb reason and I understand the work IN class unless it is a test. For homework which sometimes we have for a grade I fail. I'm having a really hard time with math and I'm REALLY REALLY stressed recently and I've actually been thinking about killing myself...which suprises me. It's not only math, I've never had a boyfriend I have great friends, but guys never want to be more than friends with me, I've recently had to get glasses major self esteem dropper, I've been cutting, and Alot of girls at school make fun of me ( they are "popular") I hate my gym teacher and she hates me we are starting volleyball soon which I HATE the most and I know they will make fun of me more b/c I can't serve. Is my life worth living?

Thinking about Suicide?
Hellen...answer to your question...DON'T DO IT!!!


Life has it's challenges and from reading your previous questions and issues, you seem to be an intelligent person. You know that this is not really the route that you want to go. Heck, to share a quick story, I grew up "an ugly duckling"...what it did for me was give me a stong sense of what was right in life, not a superficial coating of what looks good in life. You are of a stronger fiber than a lot of people your age. Find the good things in life and focus on them. Things will work out fine. Hey, sometimes we don't see the reasoning right away, but it always works out.


If you get really down, don't be embarassed, but call the suicide hotline, or ask your parents to make an appointment with a doctor. Because of your age, your parents may need to know what is going on, but they could be a support system as well. Hang in there Hellen....things will work out okay. Take one day at a time.
Reply:all i can say is there is life after high school... don't let it get you down, of course your life is worth living! your young, you have your whole life ahead of you... dont worry about those girls, or not having a boyfriend... go to school, get your education, and dont worry about them. one day you will look back and realize that nothing that happens in high school matters later in life... jus keep you head up. :)
Reply:A great man once said, "The problem is the problem is not the problem." Meaning that the things you are going thru is not the problem, it is the meaning you are attaching to the these things. Maybe try lightening up a bit, maybe not be in such a hurry about things, maybe try being grateful for the things you have in your life that you love and enjoy. Most of the the things you are dealing with are normal teenage stuff, just be patient while being persistent about getting better and doing better and you will likely forget this stuff ever happened in very short order. Best Wishes.
Reply:I thought of doing suicide years ago and cuting my self ..everyone goes through this hard stuff at home and at school. It really is hard to get over it. i've thought of doing suicide since i was age 7 or 8. I can't conrol it ..but i know that you and others will get over it soon. If you would like to add me to your yahoo messanger/or e mail..to talk about it...it's lil_mimi1807@yahoo.com. It might help us both.
Reply:Of course it is!! talk to your parents, teacher or close friend about it. Almost nothing is so bad that you need to take your life for it. Talk to your math teacher and see if you can come in early for some help. Taking your life is not worth it. Not only will it hurt your family but it will hurt your friends and other people as well. As for the vollyball part, just try your hardest and ask a friend to help you. Who cares if you can't serve in vollyball!!





Tonight when you go to bed pray for yourself. God is ALWAYS there for you and he loves you.
Reply:before you think of suiciding, think about how your friends%26amp;family would feel. you shouldn't think about suiciding just because of low self esteem, 'cause trust me, it isn't worth it. so what if you get teased by "popular" girls? they're probably just some dumb bitches trying to act like they're the ****. even if you're stressing about school %26amp; whatnot just remember that your life IS worth living and that things will get better.
Reply:Go to your school counselor tomorrow. If you cannot deal with these problems, what will you do when real troubles come in your adult life? My daughters were told by their math teacher they will never get Algebra and their lives still have gone on. I always thought I was the fatest, ugliest girl at my high school (glasses, too). But I met a man who thinks I'm the most beautiful girl in the world and that's all that matters (we've been married now for 30 years this June). Be glad that you haven't complicated your life with the whole boyfriend/girlfriend thing. This should be one of the most fun times in your life! Talk to an adult about your thoughts -- you have some real stinkin' thinkin' going on.
Reply:..... constantly. LOL.





as per you, well you're young honey. Things will get better. As for those girls, they're stupid so pay them no mind. I wasn't super great at Math either, but it's no reason to want to kill yourself!! Just take it slow. I am sure there are other things you are good at.


As per volleyball -- well, how could anyone hate it?! LOL. I LOVE IT! Too bad you're no where near me, or i'd help you out with that, even though i haven't played in a really long time. Even though i'd like to. Practise! You'll get better!





You have to learn to love yourself. Who cares what other people think! I know it's tough, but life goes on! AND as you get older it doesn't necessarily get any eaiser! (trust me on that one!) So you have to learn to be confident in and of yourself. There will always be people that don't like you, and there will always be things you can't do well. BUT there will also always be people that love you for you, and things you can do great.


So, focus on the good stuff, not the bad. Be confident in yourself, and screw what everybody else thinks!





♥ Hugs ♥
Reply:those are stupid reason for wanting to kill your self! grow up life is hard!!! it just gets harder!
Reply:When I was young I thought about suicide, too. Sometimes it just feels like too much but I promise you this will pass. Please talk to someone. Life IS worth living. And as for the popular kids, some will be very happy adults but some will not. They won't know what to do with themselves when they don't have that "shool life" and popularity. Hang in there. You will get through this and life will feel good again.





It sounds like your dad really loves you and you love him. PLEASE talk to him. I believe in education but school is NOTHING compared to LIFE. Your father would rather you fail every course than to lose you, I can assure you of that.





God bless you. There are people who have read this, that I know are praying for you. You could pray, too. Life is hard sometimes but if you hang in there, the hard times always seem to fade away and the good times come back. Life is an ebb and flow... up and down... it will go back up for you, I promise.





Here are some websites that you might find helpful. Please do not hesitate to talk to someone, don't feel embarrassed or bad.
Reply:hell yes **** those prissy popular bitches you are a real person you are better than them dont let them make you feel bad you seem like a wonderful person and if you ever need someone to talk to im here this is just one part of your life i promise they will get better you will find a guy and its not ur fault they dont want to date you they are just missing out bc they are stupid its there fault they dont see good in you. i hope this helps please dont kill yourself
Reply:What's the alternative? Give up?
Reply:please what ever you do dont take your life..!!





you might think it is what you want but is it really?





its a ruff patch your goin through..everything wil settle dwn .. who cares bout the girls in skool there just jealous of you dont worry u'll get a man ...





but i dnt even no u n am sayn dnt tak ur life..!!








its not worth it!! just let everything settle dwn b4 u do ant thing major...








good luck.. =]
Reply:Your life is worth living more than mine =[





- I've been a loner for the past three years.


- I recently moved schools, and have still not made friends.


- I was molested from the ages of 6-13 (I'm 13 now).


- My future seems absolutely hopeless.


- I have to give some sort of statement to the police about the man who molested me.. it take 2 or 3 days of questioning which I'm really worried and anxious about...


- I was stalked for two years.


- I've never had a boyfriend.


- I have P.E. tomorrow too xD


- I'm depressed and anxious.


- I'm crying all the time.


- I've been cutting for the past year.. but am having a constant battle with myself to stop doing so.


- I've moved schools twice in the past 3 years.


- I moved from Ireland to Portugal when I was 10 years old, I left all my beautiful friend behind me, and am stuck in a horrible place now.


- I was bullied for 2 years in my old school (verbally and physically).. then for a year, all the girls (and boys) just completely ignored me and I was isolated.





If you think your life isn't worth living. Just try to empathise with mine. There are people going through a lot worse than you, and they still fight through each day, they still never give up.... I know that there are people going through worse than me.. and they keep fighting.. so I keep fighting too.





Good Luck.